It's been a month now since I posted last. But I have a good reason!
The day after tomorrow is Christmas and we'll be spending the holidays at our summerplace. Mum and me will be borrowing two of the horses from the riding school, gonna be great. I've already lived by myself for three months, can hardly understand it. I remember a few years ago, when I was in pretty bad shape, the days seemed just to drag on and on.

Now to the great news! My doctor and I have started to lower my meds. The dosage I mean. Not by much but these things take time. I've you go too fast something might snap. That's why I've been so slow in writing, I've been too nervous about what will happen inside me now that we're experimenting again. But things are going great and I think that this time next year I'll be totally med-free.
 Before I go I just want to send a thousand thanks to my wonderful cousin "Tess". Although it was very late and she's only in Sweden for a couple of days, she didn't hesitate when I broke down while talking to her on the phone. She just came right up to the apartment to be there for me. A true soulmate. I love you!

Merry Christmas everyone, see you next year!