Today ít's been two whole years since I last self-injured and 1 was going to write about that issue. About what's been going through my mind and how I've managed staying on the right track even when things have been at their lowest.

But at around 1 o'clock our neighbor called and told me that "Kimmy", my mentor and close friend, died three days ago from her cancer. They had been colleagues while Kimmy still worked as a teacher. I mean, I knew the cancer had spread from her lungs and to several other places and I knew she was living on borrowed time, but it still was a real blow. She meant more to me than anyone can understand. Everything she did for me and everybody else.

And I'm not writing this for sympathy from anyone, but as an explanation to why I might not be very active here over the next few weeks. But the blog will still be here, I'm not closing it down!