Right! This is probably the longest I have gone without an update. Things have been very intense a while now but hopefully I will start to get back on my feet. They called from the clinic, yesterday I think it was, and told me that I've been assigned a real topnotch doctor. I haven't met her yet, but at least I know that things are moving forward.

In the meantime, I'll try to think of how far I've come. In July it's been two whole years since I last self-harmed! Yes, it's still tempting, but as of now I'm the one in control. And I aim to keep it that way. I won't get another tattoo, that would be too much. :P But I WILL have something to keeps me going.