It's only seven o'clock in the evening, but I'm already groggy. I think it has to do with the fact that I've been transfered to the clinic in Kungsbacka. I got the letter today and believe it or not, I have my first appointment  there tomorrow. It can take several weeks before you get to see a shrink nowadays so my doctor must have stamped Urgent!! all over the papers. I completely broke down. The tension has eased up a bit. I just hope things will start falling into place now because this circus is starting to hurt too much. But I try to look at the brighter side!