My first appointment

Hi everyone! Sorry about the delay. I returned to school a few days ago and needed some time to right myself. It felt a bit weird coming back, spend time with my friends and start creating again. Well, maybe that's bending the truth a little. I go down to class, try to participate but mostly feeling too much of a zombie. But enough of that. Todays post will be about my first meeting at the new clinic (Hello Captian Obvious!).

As soon as we stepped inside Mom saw the difference in me. I was nervous and a bit suspicious since it was a new place but no panic! I was rather calm, breathed normally, no shaking etc etc . In order to get a team together they have to know exactly what I need help with, some background history, stuff like that.So this first time we met a psychologist who interviewed me. Some of the questions was hard for me to answer because of my need for integrity, but I did my best. Next time I'll  see the doctor who will be in charge of my medications. Keep your fingers crossed!

It's only seven o'clock in the evening, but I'm already groggy. I think it has to do with the fact that I've been transfered to the clinic in Kungsbacka. I got the letter today and believe it or not, I have my first appointment  there tomorrow. It can take several weeks before you get to see a shrink nowadays so my doctor must have stamped Urgent!! all over the papers. I completely broke down. The tension has eased up a bit. I just hope things will start falling into place now because this circus is starting to hurt too much. But I try to look at the brighter side!