God sure works in mysterious ways! (I mean the expression, not the guy upstairs!) I've been doing a lot of thinking recently. True, I spend quite a lot of time wandering around in thoughts, since it helps me relax for a while. It's works as a kind of substitute for my SI. The result is the same. Relaxation and control.
It's seems like everytime I get close to hitting rock bottom, something comes and, "BOOM", sends me soaring upwards again. That happened again last week. I have a tendency of going all flippy each time I go to see my psychiatrist. I can't explain why, but that place scares the crap out of me. So in an attempt to find a place that works for me, I accompanied a close friend to her clinic, here in Kungsbacka. I felt safe at once, no anxiety at all. There wasn't any therapy involved by the way. I told my mother this but at first she was sceptical. The next time, this Wednesday, Mom called me and told me that my doctor had already sent the papers required for a transfer to Kungsbacka and they accepted, yippie! New psychiatrist, new team, new everything.So now it's bye bye forever to my old clinic! :D
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