Post nr 19 (for real)

When the term started this August, it felt like Christmas was years away. But, just like that, the term has ended and I'm at home for three weeks. Three whole weeks before I get to move back to school! I guess that's a good sign. The fact that I actually have some positive thoughts. I just hope I get through Christmas without any major mishaps. I can't really control my crying at the moment, but I try to let it all out instead of keeping it bottled up inside me. My teacher said something very wise a couple of days ago. She is like the human version of the magic eight-ball. She said that "Nothing is ever further away than you have already started your journey there!"! I thought this over, and it actually makes sense. Now it feels a bit easier. My real goal is to stop cutting forever and even though I still have a long way to go, I'm getting there. I have started my journey. It started already when I tried to stop the first time. The same goes for you!